Monday, September 17, 2007

End Session Two

Ok, session two of the Certificate in Applied Linguistics ended today at GIAL with no fanfare or pomp, because session 3 starts right away tomorrow.  However, the Articulatory Phonetics class that Maya and I have been taking wrapped up today with a final exam.  We don't have our final grades yet, but I would estimate that Maya did in the 'B' range in a graduate course in linguistics so congrats to her!  If you get the chance to give her a call or send her an email to congratulate her and say way to go, I know she would appreciate that a lot.  She has the next four weeks off of class, but will be doing some Bible study and other mission related reading as well as taking the chance to make some Christmas gifts and catch her breath before she picks up with Cultural Anthropology from Mid-October to Mid-December.  I'm so proud of her!

Meanwhile, I move on from phonetics to the second half of grammar analysis, while continuing phonology and second language and culture acquistion (SLACA).  In SLACA I am learning Swahili, an east African language, along with my fellow LBT candidate, Kory Fay.  We are having fun with it and learning a lot of great tools for when we have to devise our own language learning program in the field.  I took the family to a Kenyan African church yesterday for their worship service and got to speak briefly to the congregation in (very limited) Swahili.  It was a lot of fun!

This coming weekend I am flying to Dayton for Kristen Holdeman and Charlie Blair's wedding.  I also get to preach at the congregation where I was previously pastor, Emmanuel in Kettering OH.  That's about all that's new around here.  Take care and I'll talk to y'all later.

Rich for Maya & The Crew

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Matt's First Day of Kindergarten


Well, it finally happened, Matt started Kindergarten today at CJ & Anne Hyman Elementary School in the Duncanvillet (TX) school district. He got to ride the bus. He thought that was cool. He wasn't sure about the rest. He said, "You know how on meet the teacher night my teacher had a nice happy voice? Today she had only a boring voice. And you remember all those toys in the classroom. Well we hardly ever get to play with them, we have to stay in our seats and work, work, work. I want to go back to my old school (The SIL preschool on campus). Welcome to real life buddy!

Monday, August 27, 2007

Update on Mom

My mom came through her surgery on last Friday just fine. The surgery itself seems to have gone well, her recovery is going well, she has help daily from a nurse, and on Wednesday she meets with the surgeon and will find out it the surgery was successful in removing all of the cancer. Pray for it to be so, pray for wisdom and clear thinking for the medical professionals and for mom. Thanks to all in church, at LBT, and anywhere else who has been praying and may the Lord be praised.

Rich for Maya and the Crew

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Proverbs 23

The book of Proverbs gives the wisdom of God, applying it in day in and day out life situations. Proverbs 23 was my reading a couple of days ago. It warns against falling into the folly of desiring earthly wealth. There was a time in my life when my ambition was to make lots of money. I grew up in a home without much money and I thought that I could satisfy my desires and life with money. It was foolishness. Proverbs 23 tells us how to apply our lives instead: "Apply your heart to instruction and your ear to words of knowledge . . . Buy truth and do not sell it; buy wisdom, instruction and understanding." It says that a son who grows in wisdom is the most pleasing thing a father can have. The call to seek wisdom above wealth and power is so strong in this passage. It is also very counter cultural. But the result is satisfactory and fulfilling. Lord teach me always to seek wisdom, truth, and understanding, applying my heart to your ways.

Amen

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

When in Doubt - Find the Loophole!

Well,

Through the grace of God, I was informed of a loophole by one of the professors at GIAL that allows me to remain an Ohio resident, keep my Ohio stuff and still put my kids in school. Thanks be to God. Otherwise all is well here. BTW our house in Dayton is still for sale so continued prayer on that is always appreciated. Other prayer concerns: Funding to cover the unexpected additional cost of childcare and school uniforms, Patience as we get organized and finish unpacking. Praise requests - that God provided us Rachel - a young lady who is able to babysit at times when childcare is not available at the center, that we arrived here safely, for our children's relentlessly positive attitude. The kids amaze me how they very comfortably carry on conversations with the retired missionaries who live around here, as well as with the professors etc who were interested in finding out more about our family. They were made to be missionary kids I think.

See you later,
Rich

Monday, July 16, 2007

The Maddening Bureacracy!

I don't even know if I spelled it right, but the bureacracy in TX to get your car registered and a license is maddening! To put my kids in school I need a TX driver license with my address. To get the driver license, I have to get all cars I own registered in TX (with TX plates - that's right - don't mess with Texas), to get my car registered and plates, I have to transfer title to TX. To transfer title to TX, I have to get an inspection. To get an inspection, I have to have proof of insurance coverage in TX. To get insurance coverage in TX, I have to have a Texas driver's license. See the problem. So I have spent all day going in circles without really accomplishing much yet. I guess it is good training for the mission field.

Peace,
Rich

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Almost There

Hi there! I am writing from a place called Mounds, Oklahoma, a small town southwest of Tulsa. So far so good for travels. I got a bit of upset stomach but everyone else is doing great. We will drive from here to Dallas tomorrow and should arrive there by about 3 or 4PM (It's about four and a half hours from here). We'll stay in touch!

See ya!
Rich for Maya & The Crew

Friday, June 22, 2007

Wasting Time

It occurred to me today how many things there are out there that are really just a waste of time. Entertainment of all kinds, sports, movie, internet surfing, tv shows, reading books. These all have the potential to get in the way of a deepening relationship with God.

I have engaged in a lot of these activities in the past couple of weeks and then wondered why I can't get a solid routine established reading the Bible, why I feel like my relationship with God is so dry and distant at the moment. Maybe it's because I've been wasting my time with these things that I like so much but leave me in the end feeling and empty and worst, and at best, not feeling any closer to God.

Yet I am committing my life to go and give this book that I won't make time for in my life to other people. Doesn't make sense. And I know from my own experience that when I get into a good rhythm of dedicating myself to time with God, dedicating myself in leading my family to do the same, that I feel more alive, feel more enriched, feel closer to God. Sort of a "seek ye first the kingdom of God" kind of thing.

But I keep letting things get in the way. The Bible tells a story about a rich young man who wanted to follow Jesus. It says Jesus looked at him and loved him. And Jesus told him to sell his possessions and follow him. And he went away sad because he had great wealth.

You see, it's not just enough to WANT to follow Jesus. I need to do the task of following Jesus. I need to give up the things that keep me from deepening my relationship with Him, that keep me from learning how to be and acting more like Him. I need to rid my life of the idols that I enjoy but leave me empty and instead fill myself with God's word and service, and discipling my family which I will learn to love even more because it is so right, so true, so much what God made me to do.

What's coming between you and a closer relationship with God?

Is it enough to just want it and want it to fit in nicely with the other stuff in your life?

Or do you need to give something up?

Pray for me - that I will not waste time.

Thanks.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Update June 14

Happy Flag Day everyone (in case you were wondering why you got no mail today)

Just a quick update - we are a little more than three weeks away from our departure from Dayton. There is a possible lead on our home, we should know more by tomorrow on that. Other than that, there is no activity on the house - no one looking. There is a family that has narrowed down their house selection to ours and one other and they will make an offer on one of them tomorrow (Friday). So you can pray for that to happen. If we can get this place sold, we will be in really good shape for this move.

We brought a hitch for the van so we can take a small U-Haul trailer down to Dallas. We found that to be more cost-effective than shipping our books down via media mail.

Maya and the kids got me a table top Weber gas grill for Father's Day. It helps me deal with the separation pain of parting with my big Weber gas grill which I left at mom and dad's last month. It will also allow us to cook out at rest stops along the way instead of eating at restaurants to save a few bucks.

I'm finishing up my final message series at Emmanuel over the next four weeks. The series is about the stuff that gets lodged in our hearts and negatively impacts our behaviors and relationships and ultimately our ability to be a walking billboard for the glory of God and the power of the Gospel.

This week is on guilt and how to be freed from guilt in our lives by confession. Guilt says, "I owe you." In the church we've come to view confession as something between us and God, which it is, but a closer look at scripture will show that confession to God is a springboard to confession to the one who has been wronged, and if we can develop the habit of confession, keeping short lists, keeping everything in the open then we will break the power of guilt in our lives.

Next week is on jealousy which says, "God owes me." Jealousy feels like a problem between us and other people, but all of that is actually a reflection of another relationship that is going bad, us and God.

Following that is greed. Greed says, "I owe me." And I need prayers on this, because it is a tough topic and a sensitive topic, and I really want to talk to my congregation winsomely and lovingly and also effectively about it. I'll post more about it later.

Finally there is anger, which basically says, "You owe me." This is one of the most challenging sets of messages I have ever given and honestly ever written. I appreciate your prayers for wisdom as I finish up those last two.

So I'll sign back in and let you know what happens with the house real soon!
Take care.

Friday, June 01, 2007

A Different Kind of Fleece?!

Many folks familiar with the Bible are familiar with the story of Gideon who when called upon by God to serve asked for a sign from God, that the fleece he placed on the ground would be wet and the ground would be dry and so it was, and then the next day he asked for it to be the other way around (fleece dry ground wet) and it was. And the Lord was with him in all that he did.

Well, how bout this: My mother tells me that in January when Maya and I made the final decision to take an overseas missionary assignment with Lutheran Bible Translators, that she had a little talk with God. And she told God that if this was going to happen and five of her grandchildren were going to have to be that far away, that he was going to have to give her five more grandchildren.

So last night - I get a call from my twin sister Jenny (be sure to check out her blog in the links on the right) and she tells me that she and her husband Jerry are expecting. So how's the baby fleece meter going? Well, Jenny is expecting as well as my sisters Kim and Rachel and my brother Chris and his wife Kristi. So since January, we're up to four.

The speculation on the source for the fifth seems to be running rampant. Jerry said, "Do you believe in miracles?" - A thinly veiled thought reflecting that the fifth will come from Maya and me.

Which is no longer automatic. Yeah. We'll just leave it at that.

However, since we would also take that child with us in the extememly unlikely event that it would happen - it would make more sense to me that

one

of

them

must be having twins.

So as soon as we know which one it is, I'll report it to the rest of you in blogland. Until then - nice job mom (and God). And if Maya does turn out to be pregnant, I know who I'm going to have a conversation with right off the bat.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Buy The Field!

"The word of the Lord came to me: Hanamel son of Shallum, your uncle is going to come to you and say, 'Buy my field at Anathoth. Because as nearest relative it is your right and duty to buy it.'... I knew this was the word of the Lord, so I bought the field at Anathoth." Jeremiah 32:6-9

The Lord asks tough things of his prophets. In this passage, there are wars all around the city, the Babylonian army has completely closed in and burned all crops, destroyed the land and is about to destroy the city of Jerusalem. It is certain to fall. Property values are plummeting to say the least. It would be like buying up a little piece of property in the west bank of Palestine right now, or in downtown Port au Prince Haiti where daily there is chaos, violence, no government able to protect people - or in Greensburg KS, a place where "normal life" has been completely disrupted. Yet here comes God with his eternal optimism. Buy this field. God says, "I am working here. I will turn things around here." What an act of faith by Jeremiah!

How often do we invest in the areas where God desires to work? Surely Jeremiah's decision to buy this particular field would have been considered "poor stewardship" by today's standards. When we look to plant new churches, we tend to look toward the growing suburb populations, but what about the decaying inner cities? Would we consider buying up some property in the decaying inner cities because we believe God is working there? We tned to see things like this as foolish investments and a waste of our - I mean God's - money. Yet if all the earth is the Lord's and everything in it (Psalm 24:1) and He leads us to invest in something that looks like a loser, isn't that actually good stewardship because it is stewarding (or managing) the resources in the manner that the owner of the resources desires them to be managed in? What field is God asking you to buy? Where is God asking you to invest? Are you doing it? Or are you holding back or not even considering it because it's 'bad stewardship'?

Gracious Lord, merciful and mighty, slow to anger and abounding in love, open our eyes to the fields you are showing us. Open our minds to think more like you. May we grow daily, as individuals and as your body in our churches to eb a little less like ourselves and a little more like you. Amen.

(Photo by Ortenesque www.sxc.hu)

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Under Great Pressure

Under great pressure I am posting a new post to my blog. The open house on April 29th had ten groups through. We had another one on May 20th that had 14 groups through. We have another showing tomorrow at 10AM AND we are loading up all our storage stuff to go to Michigan AND the folks are coming to repair the screwed up flooring job AND we are taking the cats to their new home (see the very first post on this blog a long long time ago) AND Matt was supposed to have a CAT scan tomorrow afternoon to see what's up with his perotic gland (but we rescheduled that) AND don't forget to pick up Katherine from school AND get the house to perfection before we leave because there is an open house while we're gone AND the price is reduced nearly $5k (goodbye wealth - I never knew you anyways) AND my kids are driving me crazy AND it's not a very long trip anyways.

So if I don't get to the blog very often - I'm sure you feel my pain. I have one journal that I've been writing in for seven years and have only 1/3 full (see introspecinsights.blogspot.com for more about that - my TWIN's blog.) Scary I know. Yes. I have a twin.

Alright then. Looking forward to a weekend in Michigan before coming back to wrap up my time as pastor at Emmanuel with a five week series on how to deal with the junk in your heart. I'm still trying to figure it out myself. Read Matthew 15:19ff. and Proverbs 4:23. Call me if you have any insights.

See ya,
Rich

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Open House

We have our first open house tomorrow (Sunday April 29th). The house is shining like never before, Maya got all the mulch beds done, and I got the last of the exterior scraping and spray painting on the ironwork on the porches. All the screens are in and during the week Maya and Christopher powerwashed the house and all the sidewalks and driveway. Katherine did a great job spray painting. I have spray paint in my hair and on my arms and a little on my face, so hopefully that will come off before I have to try to be a pastor at church tomorrow.

We're praying for someone to love this place tomorrow! The weather is supposed to be perfect. Blessings to you all on your time with God in worship tomorrow and we'll keep you up to date!

Bye for now,
Rich (with Katherine standing next to me reading everything I type)

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Hell on Earth

"Thy Kingdom Come - Thy Will Be Done, on earth as it is in heaven."

These words of the Lord's prayer prayed frequently by followers of Jesus in many languages around the world will find their fulfillment when Jesus comes back. But they find partial fulfillment in every act of goodness and kindness flowing from the heart of a forgiven, redeemed person.

But if we can bring heaven to earth, we can also bring hell to earth to. In hell, there is disregard for human life. Human beings devolve from individual unique creations of almighty God - each worth dying for - to object of rage or wrath, or to conquer or use.

Jesus says in Matthew 5:27-30, "If your eye causes you to sin pluck it out . . . if your hand causes you to sin cut it off. It is better for you to enter life maimed than to have your whole body go into hell."

Jesus is talking here about the danger of what happens when we let our view of human beings devolve from God's view to just objects. The end result is hell on earth. That's what we saw on Monday at Va Tech, that's what we saw in the Holocaust of World War 2, and in the ethnic cleansing in Serbia, and in Rwanda, and in the streets of our inner cities in America.

Each individual person was created uniquely by the Creator of all things and even if that person was the only person to ever live, Jesus would have died to redeem that one person. You are that person. Every person you lay eyes on today or tomorrow is that person. We lose sight of that when we hold a grudge, when we despise someone poorer, dirtier, older than us.

How is your interaction with spouse, family, coworkers, neighbors, people on the street demonstrating your understanding of who human beings are to the creator?

May we be all about bringing heaven and hindering hell.
Amen.

Friday, April 20, 2007

Is This Church?

There's a story in Mark 3, right at the beginning about a time when Jesus is asked to speak at a synagogue on the sabbath. The atmosphere was electric - can you imagine - JESUS delivering the message at your church. But in this case, the atmosphere was electric for all the wrong reasons. You see, the religious folks at the synagogue had taken the opportunity to try to trap Jesus in some kind of mistake so they could rid themselves of him. And they used this guy. They found this guy who had a shriveled up hand and they sat him right down in the front row. Now a guy with a shriveled hand should have been down in the front row - because Jesus is the healer - right? But these folks didn't care about that at all, they didn't care about the man at all, or his hand, or the mocking and abuse, the suffering and outcast life he had lived with this infirmity. They just wanted to make Jesus look bad.

And Jesus asks - is it right to give life or to kill - to heal or to harm? In other words, if I can help this guy and I don't I'm actually harm him. Which is keeping with the spirit of the loving living God who gave the sabbath? And no one answers. And Jesus is troubled - it says that he looked at them in anger deeply distressed at stubborn hearts.

When we gather for our worship services, do we come expecting to be transformed by the living, loving, healing, life changing Jesus? Do we pray bold prayers and expect God to act? Or do we come to pay attention to the music that was chosen and whether we like it or not or to check in on how the budget is going or how the latest fund raising project is going or to catch up on the idiot thing that the pastor is doing now? Do we come to be transformed by Jesus, or do we come with a stubborn heart that is unyielding to change? Does Jesus look around at our worship gatherings in anger, deeply distressed at our stubborn hearts?

The next time you prepare for worship - prepare your heart and mind for what you are going to receive without your preconceived notions of how it should be. Come with an attitude of needing to receive from God and needing to respond with songs of praise and thanksgiving. Come to worship expecting to be met by the living God and expecting to be changed. And just like the man in Mark 3, may you stretch out your hand and be fully restored. Amen.

Monday, April 16, 2007

Organized Religion

I did a funeral today for a guy named Neal. Neal lived to be 90 years old, was a World War II vet, who enlisted early and came home late. He participated in five different beach landings in Africa, Sicily, Italy, and France. At one point when the allied army was stretched thin and unable to land replacements, this guy saw combat for nearly 400 straight days. By all accounts he was a respected father, member of the community, loving husband and all, but he never attended church. Said he believed in Jesus, knew God had to be real after all he'd been through in WW2, yet he didn't have a place for 'organized religion'. His wife attended church though, and put the kids through confirmation etc with his blessing.

By the way, a funny story, this guy was a little rough around the edges. The family had a parakeet, named Petey, who Neal was not fond of, so Neal would always say this one vulgar sentence to Petey.

Well Petey was a parakeet

And parakeets know how to talk after a while

So, the pastor of the church that Neal's family attended back in the day would over the course of the year make a visit to all his parishoners. And he and Neal had a fun relationship. I've got some guys in my church like this - their wives come to church, the husbands rarely do, but they're such fun guys you can't help but like them. So anyways one time this pastor is over to visit and its just him and Neal and Neal puts on a pot of coffee and they're talking when loudly from his corner of the room, Petey busts out and says:

"Petey is a beady-eyed son of a *****!"

The pastor turned around and looked and said, "Did he just say what I think he did?"

And Neal says, "Yes sir . . . And he certainly is for saying it while the pastor's in the house."

So anyways, this guy had no place for organized religion. And neither do I. And actually - neither did Jesus. There's this picture of Christianity out there that casts it as a bunch of hypocrites or holier than thous who are trying to control other people and their behavior by playing the God card. How did this picture come to be? Well, because in every age, people have used their position in churches to try to control other people and their behavior by playing the God card.

This is not a new phenomenon. In Mark 2, we read about Jesus healing a paralytic. Jesus says to him, "Your sins are forgiven." The teachers of the law reason in theri hearts (2:6) "who can forgives sins but God alone?"

Correct.

But they don't get it. They let their preconceived notion of what their religion is supposed to look like blind them from the truth. This happens day in and day out without fail in the Christian church. Why is it that we get so blind to these things? Maybe because we live such a pampered sheltered existence.

I mean, why is it that someone who has seen what Neal has seen can so easily cut through the smokescreen and find so little fulfillment in affiliation with a church? Probably because he was seen at the core of who he is what it means to live and to die and to place yourself fully at the mercy of your creator and know that whether you live or die tomorrow is in His hands.

But Jesus calls us to find out what it it like to be truly human, the way God intended, by following Jesus and learning to think, speak, and act like our teacher. In the mean time, we are called to love unconditionally and accept people and encourage them as they encourage us as we all grow to be more like Jesus. This is the picture of the community of faith that Jesus envisioned - a picture of the first believers.

I wonder if Neal had been able to find a church that had authentic interaction between people where people learned and grew in faith while being who they really were as they grew, I wonder if he would have made a better connection. I wonder if he could have found time and a place for that. That is what Jesus calls us to. Not organized religion full of pious people who all pretend they have it all together for a couple hours each week on a Sunday morning. Authentic community where we bear each other's burdens (Galatians 6), Jesus himself says he came to call sinners, not the (self) righteous (Mark 2:17).

Jesus loved hanging out with fun guys who were rough around the edges. Like Neal.

Friday, April 13, 2007

The Beginning of the Gospel

"The beginning of the gospel about Jesus Christ, the Son of God." Mark 1:1

When you read the gospel account of Mark, you'll find that there is no story about Jesus being born, no account of the wise men from the East, no account of Jesus as a child. It simply states that this is the beginning of the gospel about Jesus Christ. Then it moves to a scene of John the Baptist preaching "a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins." And then Jesus comes and is baptized and is tempted, and calls his first disciples and his first words in the gospel are "The time has come, the kingdom of God is near. Repent and believe the good news." And as chapter one goes on you see ALL these people following him, astonished at the authority he brings, crowding in to be healed of all sorts of diseases, and Jesus simply moving on and on, "Let's go somewhere else - to the nearby villages", he says, "So I can preach there also. That is why I have come." (Mark 1:38)

Jesus says, "Repent!" and he can't keep the crowds away. Why is that? My experience is that people aren't really keen on hearing someone tell them to repent. The word has come to have a connotation of 'holier than thou-ness' and often the one being told to repent feels like its not anyone's place to tell him that. Thus - that message has become a difficult tool for the contemporary Christian to use. Because over time we (the church) have used that word in a manner that has been designed to strike fear in the hearts of the wayward, fear of eternal fire and brimstone. And while it is true that there is fire and brimstone, it doesn't look like Jesus is working from a position of fear in the gospels does it?

The word 'repent' means 'turn back' or 'turn away'. The message of the gospel is to turn away from what we thought life was about, what we thought defined success, what we thought it took to be right with God, and to find out the way through Jesus. Jesus said, "The kingdom is near." And people flocked to him. The message of the gospel is that the power of God and the goodwill of God is now immediately accessible to humanity through Jesus. THAT's what drove people do him. Sure, they experienced guilt or shame, but they were driven by, captivated by this good news - that the love of God was immediately accessible to them through Jesus. And that means forgiveness of sins. That means newness of life. That means that my life is an opportunity for me to be used by the hand of the transcendant God to make a difference in other people's lives, that they may come to know and experience this good news and experience it NOW.

Because the reality is that Jesus is alive and is enthroned as King of the Universe. Our message to people is to tell them that and invite them to reorder their lives around that understanding (also known as repenting) and to live lives as subjects and brothers of the king of the universe. All of the sudden life is not about me, because my brother, the king will provide for my needs. My life becomes about Him and helping others experience what I am experiencing. That the kingdom of God in near (it is upon us). It means that my heart is broken when I see people living in bondage in any way when the freedom of the kingdom of God is immediately available to them in Jesus.

Lord, may the life you give to me be used to further the spread of the good news that you are king and are reigning now. May we gladly and continually reorder our lives around who you are and what that means as we think, act, and speak like you. Because that is the beginning of the gospel. Amen.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Gehazi - The Renewal of the Mind Part Two

Following up on the Naaman post below, the story concludes with Gehazi, the servant of Elisha. Gehazi says to himself, "My master was too easy on this Aramean. AS SURELY AS GOD LIVES, I'm gonna go get me something from him." Do you see the irony in this statement? As surely as God lives, I'm going to go get some mammon. As surely as God lives, I'm going to go take advantage of this guy. God surely does live, and he sees the heart and knows the darkness that lives there. So why does Gehazi think he can do this and not suffer consequences from God?

And the thing about Gehazi is that he would not be the one living life among the pagans. He's the guy that you're likely to find sitting on a board and being very helpful around your church. From outward appearances, he is much further along than Naaman in this process of understanding who God is and how he relates (see Part One in previous post). But the problem is that Gehazi is moving in the wrong direction. Naaman still thinks he needs dirt from Israel to worship God and still finds his life compromised as he has to bow down to Rimmon with his master, but his heart is in the right place and his mind is moving in the right direction, so Elisha says to him, "go in peace." On the other hand, Gehazi is eagerly moving toward darkness, looking for a little mammon, seeing Naaman not as God sees him - a child of God to be healed - but rather as someone to be exploited. And in the end Gehazi lies repeatedly and deceives and Elisha calls it out for what it is, and Gehazi walks away with Naaman's leprosy.

Naaman shows that God is patient and works with us and through us by his word and sacraments to guide us through growth and change in the areas of our lives that are compromised by sin. Gehazi shows us that God takes sin and compromise seriously and God help us if we are ever comfortable in the areas of our lives that our compromised. Sin unchecked and nurtured will kill you. But we serve a God that is stronger than sin and who calls us to follow him to yield ourselves to him and to work out our salvation, exercise our faith, to his glory.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Easter - The World Reborn!

I got to preach on Easter Sunday for the first time.It was AMAZING! I preached a message called "A World Reborn" based on texts from the book of Revelation, particularly Revelation 1:13-19 and 21:1-5. The basic gist is that at Easter is about more than our personal spirituality - IOW Jesus is alive so I get to have a personal relationship with him.
That's wonderful and true, but its not all there is. And Easter is about more than the foundation of our future hope. It's important and vital that we have a future hope, and certainly God's people go to be with him in heaven - that is, God's dimension as they await the reuniting of soul and body when Jesus comes back, but even that is only the first base camp on the mountain called Easter.

Easter is about a World Reborn. On the first Easter day 2000 years ago when Jesus burst from his tomb, the course of the universe took a U-turn from destruction and death caused by human rebellion and started a course toward a day when heaven (God's domain) and earth will be reunited and we will experience both without separation caused by human rebellion. One day the mountains, rocks, trees, the entire world - reborn on Easter - will cry out with us in worship - worthy is the lamb to receive honor and glory and blessing and praise forever! (Revelation 5:11ff)

Easter is also about the wiping away of tears. Jesus asked Mary why she was crying (John 20), and through the Easter gospel, Jesus wipes away our tears, calls us to wipe away each other's tears and to follow him into the dark parts of the world, and the dark parts of our lives and shine his light, wipe away tears and call out to others so they may hear the voice of Jesus through the walls of fear and shame that they have built to protect their hearts from pain and hurt. This is the ministry we are called to that first Easter.

Christ is Risen!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

News You Can Use

For those who check this blog to find out what's happening next as we prepare to move to Dallas, here are some of the answers to the FAQ's that I've received.
My last Sunday at Emmanuel is July 8th. By then we will have been out of our house (most likely) and will have stored what we are going to store and gotten rid of what we need to get rid of. We are moving into a fully furnished home for missionaries adjacent to the International Linguistics Center in Dallas. It's about 1600 sq ft. School starts for me on July 16th. We have obtained information on schools from the dean of students and will look in to them closer once we are in Dallas. Having said that, my initial reaction to them is that we will not use them, but will opt to homeschool instead. We already have all the materials we need for this year coming up, and most of what we would need the following year as well.

In the meantime, we continue to get our house ready for sale. All the big painting is done, with some trim and touch up to be finished up in the next week. All new flooring will be installed throughout the house for five grueling days next week, and then we should be about ready to go. We'll still need to continue to tinker around with some outside projects, a little detail painting and landscaping, but the lion's share of the job will be packing for storage or unloading. When we go to Dallas, we'll mainly be taking only clothes, personal stuff, books, and computers.

Well that's about all for now. If you think of other questions, please leave them on the comments section below.

Thanks!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Strep Hits! (or 'It Came from Within!')

Hey gang,

All seven Ohio Rudowskes have strep at one stage or another. It is possible that Joshua contracted it from inside a play tube at a Burger King in Michigan. His aunt noticed that he and one of his cousins had little dots on their legs when they came out of the tubes.
Those little bumps grew and got ugly and swollen and may be the source of everyone else's infection. (lab tests will clarify that early next week). In the mean time, pray for our healing and sanity. Chris and Katherine are doing well already. Matt's not bad, but has a nasty cough with his. Maya is dragging tired, and Rich, Josh, and Becca all have a nasty rash with their case. (Aren't microbes fun?)

This little bit of down time has provided me a great opportunity to read and I recommend a great book by a guy named Andy Stanley called, "It Came From Within!". It deals with the matters of the heart that negatively influence behavior. It has very practical advice for how to go at being healed of these 'monsters'. It's easy to read, I highly recommend it!

See you (itch itch) soon!
Rich

Friday, March 02, 2007

Naaman - The Renewal of the Mind Part One

One of the earliest memories I have of Bible stories is the story of Naaman, the syrian general. My mom and dad bought me an Arch book with a record, (yes, I'm old enough to be in on the tail end of the record phase) of the story of Naaman when I was five years old and we lived in North Carolina. The story of Naaman is about a general who thinks hes got life all figured out, but his life is turned upside down and in the end he discovers that there is a God in Israel who can do things that his local gods apparently couldn't do. His discovery points to the discovery waiting for all who follow Jesus: this journey following Jesus will require a complete renewal of the mind.

Perhaps you remember the story, which occurs in 2 Kings 5. The great general Naaman was suffering from an incurable skin disease known as leprosy. He was told that Elisha, the prophet in Israel could heal him. He hoped for royal treatement: Elisha, this prophet of a vanquished nation would certainly come out and deal with him as one would deal with a great man. Instead, he was treated rather unceremoniously by Elisha who only sent a messenger out to talk to him and told him to go wash seven times in the Jordan River. Initially, Naaman lost his temper, but his servants talked him into it, and he left his pride behind on the banks of the Jordan River, washed seven times and was healed.

And it was at that point where Naaman realized that he now had a new problem. A new reality had entered his life, and we see him struggling to come to grips with it, to put together the parts of his old life in a new way so they will make sense around a new belief he has in a new God. You see, up until now, he had worshipped his local Syrian god, Rimmon. But Naaman has discovered something new about Rimmon: he may look great sitting up there in his shrine, but he's not much good when it comes to leprosy. And the bad news is that his enemies to the south, the people of Israel, worship a god who doesn't have a statue sitting in a shrine, but who beats Rimmon hands down in the healing business. And this god has reached out and touched HIM!

He comes back to Elisha and declares, "Now I know that there is no God in all the earth except in Israel." He offers Elisha a gift which is refused and then he does two things to show that he is trying to get his mind around what has happened to him, trying to reorder his life around his new belief in the one true God.

The first is kind of unusual. He asks for two loads of soil from Israel? Now why does he do this? It's because he's still thinking about gods the way he's always thought about them. In ancient times, people believed each region had its own god. He's discovered that the god in Israel is the only one who has power, so he wants the dirt so that he can worship this new found god on His own turf. He hasn't worked out the truth yet that if the God of Israel is the one true God then he is just as present in Syria as he is in Israel. So he asks for a load of dirt.

The next, I find fascinating. He says to Elisha basically, "Look, when I get back home, my master, the King of Syria, will expect me to go with him as usual to the house of Rimmon. He's an old man; he leans on my arm; when he bows, I bow. What else can I do? I know it's wrong, but I've still got to do it. And I'm sorry.

Naaman finds his life compromised. He is caught between the vision of a living, loving, and healing God and the reality of his compromised life hemmed in by lifeless and useless idols. You see, when you start to get your thinking about God straight, the old familiar lines of your life get all mixed up and you see them from an entirely different angle. Those who meet the living Jesus and are trying to follow him will run into the same sorts of questions.

But was Naaman a compromiser? Shouldn't he have been ready to say, "to heck with Rimmon, to heck with the king of Syria, I'm going to worship Israel's God and I don't care who knows it!"? Shouldn't he have been like Daniel, opening his window towards Jerusalem to pray to Israel's God even when he was in Babylon?

Well, maybe. But it takes a while to learn to be a Daniel. You've got to start somewhere, and Naaman starts with the most important thing of all: to recognize the truth that you are in a broken and confused situation, to ask forgiveness where you seem to be compromising, and to take it one step at a time from there. Naaman is moving in the right direction. If Daniel had shrunk back and worshipped the king of Babylon, he would have been moving the wrong direction, but more about that in a little bit.

Friday, February 23, 2007

Life is Fragile

"My life is but a breath" Job once said in the Bible. Man, did that ever come clear to me this week. On Monday, President's Day, I had the pleasure of stepping outside on the first day that seemed to finally be breaking us out of our artic freeze down here in Dayton. I saw Chris and Katherine playing out in the snow and ice, playing in the trees and having a good time. That evening, I received word that Pastor Phil was not going to be at a meeting we had scheduled because he had to make an emergency visit at the hospital. Long story short, in a neighborhood just a few blocks from me, another boy, nine year old Joey Sharpe had been playing out and climbing around trees in his yard too. Apparently he slipped and the hood of his sweatshirt caught on a branch above him, and his mother found him hanging in the tree dead. His neighbor, a good friend of ours and member at our church ran out to try to give CPR, but it was too late.

It has never been more clear to me that we spend so much time in life assuming that those whom we love, those who are closest to us are always going to be there. But life is but a breath. Why don't we keep this in mind? Why don't we live, and love, and forgive, knowing that each day is a gift from God? This is one dad who is committed to giving more grace, more love, more forgiveness and time to each kid. My kids were playing in a tree and lived. What if it had been them? I shudder at the thought. I had been irritable with them on Monday, wishing they'd leave me alone and go outside and play for a while.

Today is Friday. My kids are buzzing around here excited about our trip tomorrow to the COSI museum in Columbus. I just got home from the funeral for Joey, which we did at Emmanuel. Joey's body is in the ground. I can't imagine.

Don't get bogged down in the small details. Wake up, live, love, and above all forgive. Tragedy may serve many purposes in God's eyes, but one of them is the call to wake up and keep an eternal perspective in the every day mundane aspects of life.

God bless.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

The Final Sacrifice

In less than one week, we will enter the season of Lent. Over the years, the season of Lent has grown to be a meaningful time for me as I contemplate the meaning and purpose of Jesus' life and ministry and intentionally seek to reorder my life and ministry around his. This year, I have the pleasure of preaching during Lent, both here at Emmanuel on Sundays and also at Concordia in Oakwood, our founding church, on Wednesday evenings. My series of messages is based on several themes of the Christian faith that for some of us may have become so familiar that we have lost the impact of what they meant to the first Christians, and thus we have lost the ability to reorder our lives, thoughts, and actions around them in a meaningful way.

Take the example of sacrifice. The New Testament book of Hebrews says this about Jesus, "so Christ was sacrificed once to take away the sins of many people". But what is a sacrifice? The book of Hebrews talks about it a lot, so much so, that it almost seems to be in bad taste. It refers a bunch to the Old Testament book of Leviticus which goes on and on ad nauseum about how to sacrifice animals. I would venture to say that most of us reading this, myself included, have never seen a sacrifice of an animal, or have ever even seen an animal being slaughtered for any purpose. So this image of the sacrifice is somewhat lost on us. In addition to that, sacrifice in our culture today has become a sort of churchy word that we use to talk about how we should give money, or how our young people going off to war should live, our we use the term to justify the ridiculously low wages we pay church workers, because they are sacrificing to do the work of the Lord. So on the one hand, we have lost the image of what a sacrifice meant in Biblical times, and on the other hand, we may even have a picture of sacrifice as a tool used to manipulate people.

Anthropologists will tell us, however, that the notion of sacrifice is deeply rooted in the human existance. At the deepest levels, human beings feel the need to sacrifice. There are two ways this works. The first is the sacrifice of firstfruits, in recognition of a Creator who made and sustains all things. Taking part of the creation and offering it back to the Creator is a way of acknowledging God's claim on all things and our role: that is that I have no claim, no right, to act on or use Creation apart from the way that the Creator intended it be used. I am not free to go my own way in matters of finance, environment, family, relationships, etc, but rather I steward them all on behalf of the creator who gave them to me and with an eye and ear toward how He would have me steward them. I can't give anything to God. I can only recognize that all that I am and have is His and He has given it to me to steward for His glory in this generation.

The second, is that deep in the human psyche is the notion that when something is wrong, it must be made right. When someone is wronged by another, it must be set right. This standard behavior is found in every culture and society from modern civilization, to the most remote people groups in South America, Africa, and the Pacific Islands, and all throughout history. People everywhere know that a sacrifice for wrong must be made. And when it comes to being right with the creator, it involves giving of the whole self, mind, body, and soul. And we can't do it. So people all over the world, even in our own neighborhoods, even in our own homes - maybe even you - live with this burning need to be made right with God, and every time you try to do it, you find that it's like pulling yourself up by your bootstraps, which I know is a cliche term, but if you've ever fallen and tried to use that method to get yourself up, you'll find it is impossible.

The Old Testament people of God were given the animal sacrifice as a picture of what it would take to be restored to God. It would take giving of the entire life to God. And every time a sacrifice was made, the people could watch and hear the animal scream as its life was taken away from it, and it fought and its blood splattered the ground and the priests and the stench of blood filled the nostrils and if they seriously examined themselves and their hearts they would have to say, "That should have been me." Every time I act in a manner that is in rebellion to my Creator, that should have been me.

Because it was God's will that humanity would give itself fully to the will of the creator. It was God's will that the human race would be like a priest for all creation, offering a life of worship and praise on behalf of all creation. Adam and Eve lost that chance when they chose to take creation into their own hands to become like God. So God sought to restore this life to humanity by choosing a nation for himself to be a nation of priests, the nation of Israel (see Exodus 19). But the nation sinned and built an idol with its hands. So God chose a tribe from within that people to be the priests of the nation. But the Levites failed in their duty, so God sent his son, Jesus, to be both priest and sacrifice for the whole world.

And in the final sacrifice of Jesus, all of humanity - reduced to one in the person of Jesus Christ - finally gave itself fully to its creator. Hebrews 10:11-12 says, "Day after day every priest stands and performs his religious duties; again and again he offers the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins. 12But when this priest had offered for all time one sacrifice for sins, he sat down at the right hand of God."

And because of the sacrifice of Jesus, the true life that God intended for humanity is available freely to all. This priest and sacrifice calls us to follow him and know what it means to truly live both NOW and for eternity. May we grow to understand that even more this Lent season.

To God be the Glory! Amen.

(Photo: Stefan Wagner, trumpkin.de)

Friday, February 09, 2007

What's Next?

We returned from Chicago today. Following our week of meetings, paperwork, and family time with Lutheran Bible Translators, we have decided to accept the title of missionary candidates from them. What that means is that we will be moving forward with training for missionary service at the Graduate Institute of Applied Linguistics (GIAL) in Dallas. We have submitted to a significant battery of tests, psychological profiles, interviews, etc etc ad nauseum. The review now following these meetings along with Rich's work toward earning the Certificate of Applied Linguistics from GIAL will result in us being recommended to the LBT board in January 08 for acceptance as missionaries with LBT. At that point, we will be on staff at LBT, drawing a salary, having insurance etc. Rich will then continue advanced training in Bible Translation, graduating with a MS in Applied Linguistics in the summer of 08. Additionally, the family will participate in other training experiences in the next couple of years. Rich will travel around doing partnership development for our project following graduation in 2008. In all likelihood, we would deploy for our first term in the mission field in spring or summer of 2009.

From this far out, it appears we could be serving in either a village situation in Nigeria, West Africa, or a village setting in Botswana, in Southern Africa. The Botswana situation is more developed serving speakers of Kgalahadi near the village of Kang in the Kalahari Desert in Botswana. The Nigeria situation is at an earlier stage, so it is difficult to tell what might be needed there. But we're a ways away from that yet, so we'll keep praying for the Lord's guidance and it will become more clear.

That's all for now, but check in and we'll keep up to date.
Thanks!

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Update on LBT Plans

Our family is going to Chicago next week to have interview with the staff at Lutheran Bible Translators. Following those discussions we will have a clearer picture of whether or not we will be moving on from Emmanuel in Kettering to a year of graduate school at the Graduate Institute of Applied Linguistics in Dallas TX this summer.

Our family has spent the last month reading from the Bible together each night and I am finding that it is the most meaningful time we spend together each day. Additionally, it is building in each of us a love for the word of God, and a need (or felt need?) for the word of God. I think this is important, because if we are not in a place where we have begun to see and grasp and crave the importance of God's word in our normal every day lives, we have precious little to keep us motivated in translation work, providing the word for others. But if our desire to provide the word to others is rooted in our own conviction and practice that the word is an integral part of normal life, day to day life in the Christian walk, we will be building on a solid foundation.

Praise God for his continued work in our family's life! More coming real soon.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

The Power of Vision


My devotional time has had me in the book of Nehemiah focusing on how God birthed a vision in him and used that vision to advance the kingdom of God for His glory.

The Bible says that it is God's will that we be sanctified (1 Thessalonians 4:3), that is, God has a vision for our lives, and a crucial component is that we grow in Christ-like-ness in order to advance the kingdom of God for his glory. Sanctified is fancy church language for 'be set apart' or 'be designated' for God's purposes.

Having a vision for your life is like having a new pair of glasses to look through and using those lenses to evaluate what we're doing with our lives. There is amazing clarity that begins to develop when we evaluate EVERY activity and aspect of our life to determine how (or if) it fits into that vision God has for us. In addition, there is even greater clarity that develops when we develop a vision for various aspects of our lives, such as career, finances, spouse, children, and ministry. Do you have a vision for these areas of your life? Have you evaluated that vision in light of time in God's word and prayer? You are not your own, (1 Corinthians 6:20), therefore your vision is not your own either, it is part of a greater vision that God is working with the goal of reconciling all humanity to Himself.

Do you see things around you that create a tension between what is and what should be? Poverty and hunger in our inner cities, Emptiness and listlessness in our suburbs, declining morality in our nation, the influence of media over our nation's youth, rampant medical crises in third world countries, the disturbing parallelism between churched and unchurced people: Do these or any other things around you tug at you and cause tension in you? That could be labor pains of a vision God is birthing in you. Pay attention to it. Feed it. Pray about it. Read Nehemiah 1 to see what he did with the vision God gave him.

God has been working a vision in me these past months, and I've wrestled with a number of aspects of life. I've made what some would consider to be dramatic changes in my home. I will discuss some of these in coming days. That's probably enough for now.
Rich